Saturday, May 16, 2009

William Wordsworth "Splendour in the grass"


What though the radiancewhich was once so bright

Be now for ever taken from my sight,

Though nothing can bring back the hour

Of splendour in the grass,of glory in the flower,

We will grieve not, rather find

Strength in what remains behind;

In the primal sympathy

Which having been must ever be;

In the soothing thoughts that spring

Out of human suffering;

In the faith that looks through death,

In years that bring the philosophic mind.





William Wordsworth's 'Splendour in the Grass' is the poem we hear in the 1961movie by the same name. Natalie Wood and Warren Beatty starred and Wood wasnominated for an Academy Award for her role as Deanie, Beatty's girlfriend.The poem is from Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of EarlyChildhood, which begins with the majestic: There was a time when meadow, grove, and stream, The earth, and every common sight, To me did seem Apparelled in celestial light, The glory and the freshness of a dream.The entire ode is well worth reading.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Tom&Jerry













En garde,pussycat!!!!


Touche,pussycat!!!

Bunny Zuzi










My bunny jumps High:">And she loves carrots!Play with my bunny..Please;;)..Pretty please?;;)Double pretty please?;;)with cherry on top:">:P


La dracu'!La dracu'cu tot!

Iar se invarte in pat,se rasuceste pe toate partile,ma inghionteste cu coatele ascutite,imi sufla in ceafa,ma incalica cu un picior,se aseaza cu labele pe parul meu,mormaie visele lui in urechea mea ...Iar in umbra de pe perete,e tot el,zacand pe diagonala cu nasu care pare mai carn ca niciodata ajungand chiar la barbie pentru ca buzele subtiri nu apar conturate in oglinda lui intunecata si stearsa, cu urechile clapauge in care si-a infipt 2 cercei fara haz,cu parul zbarlit si...Ihhhh....cred ca nu a trecut de etapa "14ani"nici acum la 20 pentru ca imperfectiunile pielii lui se reflecta mai bine ca orice....
Ma intorc cu spatele si incerc sa uit imaginea oripilanta din perete dar nu reusesc sa opresc urmatorul flux de intrebari:"de ce s -a indragostit?""ce vrea""de ce nu pleaca?""cat mai e pana la 5 dim?""oare daca le spun prietenilor mei k a fost berea devina in toate aceste 6luni in care am stat cu el,ma vor crede?""oare am vreo vina..?dar bineinteles ca am!"si intr-un final apoteotic.."dar oare el va suferi daca eu i-as pune capat?"....
Si am stat asa pe ganduri ore in sir si cum nu pot raspunde la o intrebare fara a lua un exemplu din viata mea de zi cu zi mi am zis ca:"da,ar suferi"....M-am intors si mi-am infipt nasul in parul lui carliontat si am stat asa o perioada..."Da,va suferi"mi-am spus din nou....Dar asta sa fie problema?Nu,nu..Problema era daca vreau sa sufere sau nu....Parca ma chinuise prea mult 6 luni...Dar parca n-avea nici o vina ca mi-a fost mie"nu stiu cum"-dupa cum il numeam scuzandu-ma in fata mea-sa-mi iau "la revedere"....Dar era vina lui ca insistase in seara aia sa-i dau nr de tel,si mai ales era vina lui ca ma sunase a doua zi!Sau poate ca nu...Dar trebuie sa-l parasesc pentru ca nu e de mine,pentru ca nu imi plac ochii lui,buzele lui,nici macar bratele lui,nu imi place zambetul lui,de fapt il detest pentru ca nu ma face sa-mi doresc sa-l vad,sa ma bucur si eu de el.Trebuie sa-l parasesc pentru ca are cateva probleme cu ochii,fundul,nasul,mainile,spatele,bratele,picioarele,degetele si inima!!!!

-La dracu'!La dracu'cu tot!Te parasesc,ai auzit???
-Ce?
-Te parasesc!Cara-te din patul meu!Si stii de ce?!Pentru ca tu......Tu....Tu ...La dracu'!!!!!Tu nu esti ca el,nu esti el.......

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Ravnesc,doresc....Dar eu cine sant?


I am zambit soptit in glas de ceramica
Tarand cuvinte in apusul violet
Privind prin sticla cenusie,amarnica,
Intiparite priviri intr-un amurg plin de regret

Cuvinte spuse intr-un dor nesatisfacut
Gesturi necontrolate lovesc un gand insangerat
Sunt cativa ce au murit in amintirea ta,cu gust innecat
Sunt cativa ce se rascolesc in trup desfacut

Intre peretii capitonati zambeste cu chip livid
Ma aplec peste cadavrul bandit
Si ii cuprind mainile reci,fervid
Si inauntrul meu e doar intuneric,ravnesc ingramadit..


Zambesc tragic,marginalizand vocile interioare
Ascult neschimbat sunete de vioare
Imi cade un fulger pe ochii obositi
Zambesc cadaveric si gust parfumul unei carti

Isi doreste sa nu ma fi cunoscut
Tranteste adanc cuvinte grele,intoarse-n pamant
Ii despic in vorbe lividul chip tacut
Sarut un inger decazut in al demonilor cant

Dar eu cine sant?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Si cu fiecare zi...


Si cu fiecare zi care trece te iubesc mai mult,in fiecare zi altfel decat data trecuta,in fiecare zi pentru altceva decat cu o zi inainte..Daca s-ar intampla toate deodata calauzitorul meu s-ar balansa intr-o stare euforica specifica nebunilor....Sunt nebuna?
Si cu fiecare zi care trece ochii tai sclipesc mai puternic,in fiecare zi altfel decat data trecuta,in fiecare zi pentru altceva decat cu o zi inainte...Daca as aduna pistruii ochilor tai as lumina o viata de om,daca as aduna zambetele pe care le-am imortalizat in dimineata unei cafele cand eu eram o copila intristata si uitasem ca trebuie sa sclipesti as ferici viata papusilor de plastic,daca as aduna saruturile tale si le-as pune gramada as schimba lumea,pentru ca celor de-afara le lipseste ceea ce ai tu,iar tu ai un nu stiu ce,nu stiu de ce,nu stiu cum.....
Si cu fiecare zi care trece cuvantul tau prinde culoare,in fiecare zi alta decat data trecuta,in fiecare zi pentru altceva decat cu o zi inainte..Daca as separa ce e bun din ceea ce spui,de ceea ce e rau,nu ai fi tu pentru ca nicio culoare nu ii este datoare celeilalte,pentru ca nici alb si nici negru nu sunt opuse,sunt la fel dar in tonuri diferite....Ca noi doi....
Si in fiecare zi care trece vars o lacrima,in fiecare zi este aceeasi,in fiecare zi pentru acelasi lucru..Nu ar avea sens sa le sterg de pe obraz,nu ar avea sens sa dau indepartarii tale tonul unei lacrimi cristaline..Nu as avea de ce sara amaraciunea ta spre binele meu,nu as avea cum....Dar cateodata privirea ta rece,vocea ta rece care lasa la suprafata un alt "tu"si ma raneste,ingheata lacrimile mele in retina si-mi transforma ochii in pamant de patinat....De ce trebuie sa fii rece?Oare tu nu mai stii cine sunt eu?Sunt cea pe care o iubesti pentru ceea ce este si ce va fi....Sunt eu....Iti amintesti oare?

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Upanishad

....Sa iti spun o poveste despre ingeri si demoni,despre oameni,despre apa,pietre....Asa cum tu imi spuneai in dimineti cu soare.......Nu,nu,nu......"Vino
mai aproape sa iti spun o poveste..."


Thursday, February 19, 2009

Me vs.You..Again:)

Scorpio - Moon type
The profound Scorpio - moon has a desire to question everything and get to the bottom of everything. They dispose of a strong will and character. They are hard working, reliable and ambitious; there have also been some notorious criminals, scientific investigators and detectives. There is nothing that remains secret for a scorpion - moon. The more mysterious a person, an area or a task appears the more dedicated the scorpio - moon works on the matter - if necessary half of a lifetime. Many people born under this moon sign can benefit of a "magical" charisma. In communication with others they are firm, almost stubborn, often even harsh and obstinate. In relationships they are passionate and honest as long as their pride isn't hurt, then they can be resentful. Although they like very much exploring the souls of others they give very little away of themselves. Nevertheless they work intensively on the solution of their own problems. Only in emergencies will a Scorpio - moon accepts help from outside. . ==>>



The Moon Sign of
Robert
born
16/11/1986

(d/m/y)

at
Full Moon
is

Taurus

Moon in

at a moon angle of: 176°

The good-natured Taurus moons are sociable, good company and sensual. Life is worth living for them. They are emotionally balanced, inwardly and outwardly reliable and steady. They like to finish a project, before they start a new one. In turn they lack a bit of spontaneity. They like a regular life and they need a secure hold. Easily they overestimate material securities. Therefore they develop the capacity to make a lot of money and - above all - to keep it. Avarice is not their problem, therefore they enjoy life too much, and they are preoccupied with their bodily well being. Taurus - moons should learn not to take money too important. In relationships they are devoted, tender and steady. Since they are emotionally steady and radiate tranquility, they give energy to others.


Aquarius - Moon type
The humanistic Aquarius - moons are freedom - loving, original and very empathic in human relationships. Social commitment and the strive for justice take an important place in their live and often make them reformers or revolutionaries. Their personal freedom is always of utmost importance to them. There are only few Aquarius - moons dressed ordinarily, living in common departments or having "normal" hobbies. Neither have they felt inclined to "normal" professions. Aquarius - moons enjoy distinguishing themselves from their environment. With originality and creativity they apply their artistic talents. They have an instinct for new trends and often turn out to be the trendsetters in society. They are emotionally introverted and often still have to learn to express their feelings. Although being very sociable sometimes they stay lonely inside. ==>


The Moon Sign of
Andreea
born
22/1/1990

(d/m/y)

at
Waning Moon
is

Sagittarius

Moon in

at a moon angle of: 306°


The searching Sagittarius - moons are always alert, open and interested in everything. They easily become enthusiastic; they are idealistic, love their freedom but are rarely persevering. They demand as well as concede liberty and tolerance in love. They dispose of an impulsive, enthusiastic and optimistic approach to live. They are adventurers, nature - lovers and the notorious travelers among the moon signs. They are always driven to new horizons, which they try to conquer. They are also travelers in the mental sphere full of the desire for knowledge and discovery. They deal with last questions and the sense of life and try to pass on the answers they have found. They enjoy living but sometimes tend to be sectarian and to proselytize.


Ramai intre coaste ce dorm




Alege-ti o stea inainte sa pierdem luna...Asta o va tine pe loc...Nu vrea sa piarda nimic..Nici macar ea...Dar eu care sunt una intre nenumarati altii,?Eu ce ar trebui sa aleg sa nu-mi fuga calauzitorul de sub coaste?Te-am ales pe tine si acum zvacneste pentru mai mult,loveste timpanele toracelui si mi se urca pana in gat,incearca sa fuga,sa se elibereze de mine,de tine...Dar cum sa-i explic eu,ca tu si eu nu suntem decat oameni,cum sa ii spun ca viata accelereaza,catalogheaza,conditioneaza si intr-un final abandoneaza?Strainul meu captiv acumuleaza sange si-l da la schimb prin fasii de vene...Ce sa inteleaga despre viata care a trisat de cate ori a avut ocazia pentru noi?Am vrut sa ii dau mai mult ,am vrut sa-i dau altceva dar n-a putut sau n-a vrut ..Si doar pentru ca a degustat lava fierbinte ce-ti alearga pe sub haina ce ai ales sa o imbraci....Ce sa-i spun?Ca nu mai esti?Se va elibera de mine si voi ramane fara destin...Va crede ca si mine ca este incomplet,va crede ca si-a pierdut gandul,ca a ramas singur,ca nu-mi mai este de folos,pentru ce mai mult?Te-am ales pe tine si acum zvacneste pentru mai mult,trebuie sa ramai,trebuie sa-l lasi sa se hraneasca cu zambetele tale,sa simta gandurile bune,sa se innece in lava ta fierbinte ..Calauzitorul meu depinde de tine si nu e loc de regret sau ratiune,nu-l lasa sa devina un calator,nu-l lua sub indrumarea ta,dar stai aici si creste-l din priviri,arata-i ca nu sunt gropi in drum iar daca apar,convinge-l ca nu sunt rape, sau mai bine du-l pe corabia ta...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Leucemie



Prin geamul sticlat un chip straveziu cu o privire cenusie scoate fum pe nas.
"Tu cine esti?
"Eu sunt un om care fumeaza!
"Mi-a parut bine sa te cunosc......"